INTEESAR 4

wanke masa kar ya ci uwarta, ta wanke

xanin gadon kadae da

taimakon washn machine tayi drain dinsa

snn ta fita xuwa

garden ta shanya, har xata rufe bathroom

din don ta gama

dashi kawae tace bari ta wanke masa

inners din dae, cikin

minti sha biyar ta gama wankin ta hada har

da jallabiyansa biyu

da dardumansa taje ta shanya su a can

garden suma har wani

jiri take gani don gajiya, kitchen ta shiga

tana tunanin abinda

xata girka, shinkafa ta daura ta koma sama

ta shiga dakin ta

kashe burner dinta don kamshi kam har

falo ta mayar dakinta

snn ta koma dakin don ta sake labulaye, taji

waya na ring ta

shiga neman wayan, can bedside drawer ta

ga wayan kan wani

babban buk, kuma har nn ta gyara amma

bata lura da wayan

ba ta dauka tana kallon nambobin ganin

bata san ko waye

bane yasa ta ajiye masa wayar inda ya ajiye,

har ta juya xata

fita ta dawo da sauri tana kallon littafin da

ya daura wayarsa

kai, ta dauki buk din tana kare masa kallo

dis is d second tym

da take ganinsa, wae his diary, ta dan tabe

baki ta dauka xata

je ta ajiye masa inda ta jera masa litattafen

da ta gani kan

study desk, har ta ajiye ta girgixa kai ta

dauko shi, yau sae taga

me ke cikin diary din nasa, durkusawa tayi

kusa da gado yanda

xata ji ddin karatun tana rike da diary din

taga hotuna sun xubo

kasa, ta ajiye diaryn kan gado ta kwashi

hotunan da sauri don

ta ga na menene

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Inteesar tayi still komai nata ya tsaya ganin

wani hotonta lkcn graduation dinta na

primary tana da shekaru sha daya lkcn, ta

kasa daina kallon hotan da mamaki, sanye

take da graduation gown tana rike da

testimonial dinta na primary sch tayi

murmushinta mai kyau, ba karamin kyau

hotan yyi ba, jikinta yyi sanyi ta ajiye shi snn

ta dauki wani hoton tana kallo, ta bude baki

da mugun mamaki tana kallon hoton

hannunta, hotan graduation dinta ne na

junior sec sch shima tana rike da

testimonial tayi murushinta mae kyau har

sae da beauty point dinta ya fito, da kyar ta

ajiyesa ta dauki wani, wnn xaune take ta

dan duka kanta amma ana iya ganin

fuskarta maths texbuk gabanta tana

assignment duk hankalinta na kan abinda

take, ba karamin kyau hoton yyi ba kuma da

gani a falon inna ne, shima ta ajiye shi da

kyar ta dauki wani, shi kuma wnn tana

kwance ne falon inna sanye da singlet fari

da xani idonta lumshe alamar bacci take

hoton yyi kyau ssae duk siffar jikinta sae da

ya fito tsoro ya kama inteesar ta ajiye shi da

sauri ta dauki wani, shi kuma tana xaune

abinci na gabanta fuskarta daure, ko me

take kallo gefenta oho, naxari ta tsaya tayi

ssae ta tuna ranar kusan 2yrs bck ne bata

da lfya inna ta sa ta gaba ta ci abinci, ta

ajiyesa da kyar taga durkushe bae ganta ba,

ta xauna kan tiles din ta dauki wani hoton

tana kallo shi kuma wnn a tsakar gida ne

tana dariya da alamar da su xainab ne riga

da skirt ne jikinta kanta ko dankwali bbu,

tayi shiru kmr me son tuna ranan, yes Aliyu

ne ya koresu kowa yyi bangarensa da gudu

ranan, ta ajiyesa jikinta a sanyaye ta dauki

wani, shi kuma tana durkushe kanta a kasa

ko me take xubawa oho, inteesar duk ta

rikice tsoro ya bayyana a fuskarta, to wa

innan hotunan daga ina, hka ta dinga kallon

hotunanta kala kala kuma gaba daya bata

ga wanda take kallon camera ba sae na

graduatn, sae kuma wa inda taga sunyi tare

da su Zainab shi kuma lkcn sllh ne wnn,

hoton da yafi daure mata kai bae wuce

wanda ta ganta daga ita sae dan jumper da

karamin skirt ba, kuma wae dariya take,

yawancin hotunan duk tana bacci aka

dauketa, hoton graduatn dinta na ss3 kadae

ne bata gani ba, amma duk hotunan da

suke yi da sllh ta gansu, ta ajiye duka

hotunan da kyar ba tare da ta gama

ganinsu gaba daya ba ta bude Diaryn,

makullin mota ta gani a tsakiyar ta ajiye

makullin ta maida hankalinta kan rubutun

da ta gani boldy saman sheets din dairyn,

“will never 4get our 1st nyt Inteesar,” wani

mummunan faduwa gabanta yyi, jikinta ya

dau rawa, a hankali ta saukar da idonta kan

rubutun dake kasan heading din, “baxan

manta da daren farkon mu ba inteesar, i

knw na maki ba dae dae ba but find a place

in ur heart 2 4give me, it was’nt

intentionally sonki ne ya jawo hka duk da

banyi niyyar yi maki komai ba bbyna, i so

much hurt yhu……” inteesar ta fashe da wani

matsanancin kuka ta kasa karasa karatun,

kuka ssae ta shiga rerawa, ta ajiye dairyn

tayi mai isarta snn ta jawo ta bude wani

page din kuma, “i fell in love with her ryt

4rm d vry 1st day i set my eyez on Her,

Fateema Inteesar” kasa ci gaba da karatun

tayi duk tunanin ta ya tsaya cak, tun tana

karamarta bata wuce shekara biyar ba

tasan Aliyu, kuma tun lkcn take mugun

tsoransa kmr mutuwa, hasalima idan tayi

laifi inna xata tsorata ta ca take xata kira

mata Aliyu jikinta ya dingi rawa knn har tayi

bacci ranar ko sau daya bae taba wasa da

ita ba tana karamarta suna hada ido yake

xaro mata dara daran idonsa ta fasa ihu ta

ringa kuka knn har ya bar gidan ranar, in

yaxo gidan inna knn lkcn tana karama,

hannunta na rawa ta bude wani page din

wae dan ma ba accordingly take budewa

ba, “2 day is d happiest day of my life, she is

now mine, mine 4 ever Fateema inteesar,”

hawaye kadae ke bin kuncinta duk ta rikice,

wae duka wa innan abinda take gani ita

Aliyu ke nufi ko wa, a hankali ta dawo

farkon page din don ta tabbatar da dairy

din nasa ne, sunansa ne boldly a gaba, Aliyu

Abubakar Yusuf, farkon page din abinda ta

gani shine “Allah kai ka jarabceni da son

Fateema, ya Allah ina rokanka ka bani ita a

matsayin matata uwar ‘ya yana, ka saka

mata sona a ranta kmr yanda ka saka min

nata a raina, ina sonki inteesar ina sonki

inteesar fiye da yanda ni kaina nake tunani,

na rasa yanda xanyi da sonki, kullum

mafarkina baya wuce na Allah ya mallaka

min ke a matsayin matata, i donno hw 2

approach yhu inteesar, kece dalilin xamana

a kano inteesar, ban san wani irin so nake

maki hka ba….” ajiye diaryn tayi a tsorace ta

koma baya tana kuka ssai. Kuyi srry sisters

yau bana gida ne wllh shiyasa kuka ji shiru

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Kuka ssae inteesar ke yi, bata sake bude

diary ba kuma, ta dafa gado xata mike daga

wajen ta kasa hkn yasa ta koma ta xauna

kawae tana hawayen da bata san dalilinsa

ba, ta kai minti kusan sha biyar a hka taji an

bude gate tasan shine ya dawo amma bata

yi kkrin yin komai inda take ba, ya kai minti

kusan bakwae kafin ya hauro sama taji ya

bude kofar dakinta, bayan kmr minti biyar

ya fito ya bude nasa dakin, mutuwar tsaye

yyi daga bakin kofar, ya dau lkci tsaye yana

kallonta snn cikin tsawa yace “me kike yi a

nn…..” ita dae har lkcn bata juyo ba, kuma

bata tanka masa ba, dakyar ya karaso cikin

dakin ya durkusa bayanta ya fixgota har

wani rawa hannunsa yake yace “diary dina

kika bude don baki da kunya fateema, how

dare yhu” bata ce masa komai ba ta shiga

tattara hotunanta dake baje a wajen snn ta

mike da kyar tayi ball da dairyn cikin tsawa

tace “yhu re deceiving yhur sef Aliyu, tun

wuri dare bae maka ba kaje ka samo

Fateema inteesar din da kke magana a wnn

shegen takardar taka, amma ba ni ba, i hate

yhu Aliyu bana sonka Allah ya isa tsakani na

da kai,” ta karashe maganar da wani

matsanancin kuka ta fice daga dakin nasa

da sauri rike da hotunanta, yyi murmushin

takaici ya dafe kansa da yyi masa nauyi

hawayen dake makale a idonsa ya gangaro

“yes yasan irin wnn ranan na nn xuwa

dama,” inteesarna shiga dakinta ta xube