GURBIN IDO 21

“Da gaske nake miki maimunatu,zaki auri ja’afar?” Wannan karon sautin muryar annin ya fito da wani irin amo dake nuna babu wasa cikin maganganunta,abinda ya sanya maimunatu cira kai,a maimakon ta kalli hoton sai ta kalli anni,suna hada ido ta jinjina mata kai

“Inaso ki taimaki rayuwar ja’afar,ki aureshi,inajin qamshin alkhairi a tattare dake,bansan me yasa zuciyata take gayamin ke zaki fitar dashi ba” a nutse ta zayyanawa maimunatu waye ja’afar,ta koma dora da

“Kiyimin wannan alfarmar maimunatu,bansan me Allah yake nufi ba da yasa nakejin ke zaki iya…..”

“Kiyi duk abinda ya dace dani anni,don Allah basai kince neman alfarma kike daga gareni ba” maimunatu ta fada,dukka jiki da muryarta suna rawa.

    Kai anni ta girgiza tana kallonta a nutse

“Aiba baiwa bace ce,’ya ce ke kamar kowa,don haka ya zama dole a nema daga wajenki cikin baki cikakken ‘yancin yin zabin eh ko a’ah,kije kiyi tunani maimunatu,na baki dama,idan har kikaji baki gamsu ba,ko ba zaki iya wannan alfarmar ba,kada kiji komai,ki gayamin kanki tsaye,ni kuma nayi miki alqawari har tsakanina da ubangiji na,zamu ci gaba da riqonki ba tare da komai ya sauya ba…..tashi kije” kasa cewa komai tayi,ta miqe cikin wani irin yanayi data gaza fassarashi,kamar anbi kowacce gaba ta jikinta an zare sinadarin dake bata kuzari,komai na jikinta yayi sanyi qalau,maimakon ta wuce study room ko kitchen kamar yadda ta tsara yi,saita wuce dakinta kawai,ta tura qofa ta kuma haye gado.

Inda batasan wace anni ba da sai tace wasa take mata,ja’afar dai da takejin sunansa a bakunan al’umar gidan nan?,koda batasan fuskarsa ba amma mutum ne da kowa ke ganin girma da kimarsa,kamar ita?maimunatu?,bafullatanar ruga ‘yar qauye?,ta yaya zatayi kan kan kan da mutumin da take da tabbacin a yanzu ma baya qasar nijeria?,ta yaya zata iya wanke wannan babban tabon daya nannade rayuwarsa?,kai tana ganin a rayuwar gida irin ta dr marwan,koda drivern gidansu darajane dashi,koda drivern gidan ya fita daban da sauran drebobi,koda shi aka ce ya aureta tana ganin kamar ya zarce mata,bare ace dan gida,dan gidan ma irin ja’afar dan gata ta kowacce fuska,anya kuwa zata iya?,idan ba zata iya din ba kuma zata iya kallon anni tace mata A’AH?,…..kalmar tayi nauyi da kuma muni da yawa,anni mutum ce guda har da rabi,wadda ‘yantata ta kuma maidata cikakkiyar mutum.

Ire iren wadan nan tunanukan su sukaci gaba da kassara maimunatu,suka kuma cika mata kwanya taf,ta rasa yadda zata sarrafasu su dace da hange da kuma fikirarta.

Ajiyar zuciya anni ta sauke bayan fitar maimunatu,fatanta daya komai ya daidaita,komai yazo da sauqi,don muddin maimunatu ta amince,to fa babu daga qafar da zata yiwa ja’afar har sai ta tabbatar komai ya kammala,wannan shine buri da kuma fatarta.

Wannan magana da sukayi da anni sai ta zamewa maimunatu kamar wani dabaibayi,dukka kuzari karsashi da walwalarta suka yi qaura sosai,duk da dama ita din miskila ce,wadda bata damu da hira ko hayaniya ba,tafi ganewa karatu,to shima karatun a dan tsukin nema yake ya gagareta,idan ta buda littafin sai ta tafi duniyar tunani,sai ta kasa qulla komai har ta gama zamanta ta tashi.

A wani yammaci ne,tana dakin karatun dauke da qur’aninta tana tilawa,saidai can tsakiyar karatun nata tunanin da ya zame mata jiki ya kutso mata kai,sai taci gaba da riqon qur’anin kawai ba tare data iya ci gaba da karatun ba.

A wannan lokacin baba tabawa ta shigo dakin,hannunta dauke da cup data cikashi da kunun gyada fari sol sai maiqo da qamshi gyada da yakeyi,daya daga cikin cimar da maimunatun keso kenan,tayi firgigit tana amsa sallamar baaba tabawa.gami da gyara riqon alqur’aninta,sai baba tabawan ta sakar mata murmushi tana miqa mata cup din,sannan ta zauna saman kujerar dake fuskantar maimunatu

“Na lura kwana biyu kin zama wata aba,don wannan kunun qilan saidao a zubda ba tare da kinzo kin dauka ba” dan murmushi tayi tana juya spoon din dake cikin kunun,cikin ranta tana ayyana yadda mutanen birni ke kashewa ciki kudi,suci wannan suci wancan

“Shawara nazo baki muna,don banaso kiyi asara har irin wannan a rayuwarki” daga kai maimunatu tayi ta dubeta cikin rashin fahimta,idanun baba tabawa cikin nata ta gyada kai tana tabbatar mata da duk abinda zata ji

“Maimunatu,tun zuwanki gidan nan naji kin kwantain,ina kuma qaunarki,maimunatu,naji na kuma san abinda ya sanyaki kika canza gaba daya,ba zancan ja’afar ba?” Tayi zancan da sigar tambaya,saita sad dakai,wato kowa ya sani kenan?,ya kuma fahimta?.

“Duk yadda zakiyi kada ki bari ja’afar ya subuce miki,duk yadda zakiyi kada ki soma wauta ko gangancin cewa baki sonshi,ja’afar yana cikin dai daikun mazan dake da wuyar samu duk da wahalar sha’aninsu,samunsa kuma sai mace mai matuqar sa’a kuma ‘yar baiwa,bawai don yana da kyau da kudi ba,a’ah…..yana da wata irin nagarta da kuma kebantattun kyawawan halayen da ba kowa bane ya sansu,ba shakka kowacce mace da tasan abinda takeyi zata yiwa wadda take so ko qauna fatan kasancewa da shi a mazaunin miji…..maimunatu,a shawarce…..ki aminta da maganar hajiya anni,ina mai baki tabbacin ja’afar gaba yake da nagartaccen miji idan ma akwai” shuru maimunatu tayi tana jujjuya maganganun tabawa cikin zuciyarta,tana ganin matsayinta baikai inda anni keson kaita ba sam

“Akwai abinda kike tsoro ne?” Tabawa ta tambayeta kai tsaye,a wannan karon batayi nauyin baki ba

“Bansan waye ubana ba,bafullatanar ruga nake,har na isa na hada kafada da zuri’ar anni?” Murmushi tabawa tayi

“Zallar karamci irin na hajiya anni babu abinda ba zaki gani ba,sa’annan ke din halastacciyar ‘ya ce,babu abinda ya nuna baki da.uba ne,ke koda haka ne,ina me tabbatar miki tunda hajiya anni tayu niyyar aiwatar da hakan,babu abinda zai dakatar da ita,ba kowanne mutum ke ganin baiwar da Allah yayi masa ba,kamar ke din,kina da wasu kebantatattun halaye da siffofi dani kaina nake saka ran akwai alkhairi me yawa a tare dake” shuru maimunatu ta sakeyi,tambayar qarshe kuma wadda take ta cin ranta

“Shi ya santa ne?,yana kuma sonta” maganar data fito sarari,sai murmushi kawai taga tabawa tayi

“Muna…..ke din ta musamman ce,hakazalika kina da tarin baiwar da namiji bai isa ya kalleki yace baiso ba,saidai idan wani abun daban kuma ba wannan ba” tabawa tayi matuqar sanyata cikin nazari,tana jin kokwanto tana kuma jin qwarin gwiwa,wanne zata rinjayar?.

“Anni ta damu qwarai,kin amince a shaida mata ko zata samu nutsuwa”