GURBIN IDO 14

Wata iriyar zazzafar soyayya yake mata silently,mutum ne shi da bai iya so ko qi ba,shi daya yasan girma da kimarta cikin ransa,ta kula da komai nasa,dai dai da lokacin sallah ta dauki wayarsa ta saita masa,hakanan duk sanda ta tashi sallar dare dai tasan yadda tayi ta tasheshi,ko.ta tura masa tex ko tayi masa flash call,duk sanda tayin kuwa sai ya gani,kasancewarsa mutum da baya bacci da wuri,ita ta koya masa sallar dare,ta kuma koya masa abubuwa da yawa wadanda daa basa cikin habit dinsa,ta samu gurabe sosai cikin rayuwarsa,wanda hakan ya qara soyayyarta da qaunarta cikin ransa ba tare da ya ankara ba.

Sanda sukayi aure da shaheeda lokacin ya zaba kamfanin da zaiyi aiki,saidai ba anan nigeria yake ba,anni ta dinga fada,akanme zai zaba kamfani a wata qasar bayan yanzun yana da iyali,Allah sarki shaheeda ba haka taso ba,amma ita ta haqiqancw kan cewa babu komai,saboda fa fahimci burinsa kenan,yana matuqar qaunar piloting,tana bala’in girmama buqatarsa da burinsa saman nata,tayi kwance kwance ta dinga bawa anni haquri gami da kareshi.

Suna kan hanyarsu ta komawa sashensu ya kama hannunta ya saka cikin nasa

“Me yasa kike bani kariya?,bayan kema nasan ba haka kikeso ba?”
Murmushi tayi sannan ta dora kanta a jikin kafadarsa

“Bani da wani zabi bayan naka,bani da wani abu da zanso sama da abinda kai kake sonshi,bazan taba son wani abu sama da wanda ka zaba ba,dukka zabina dama rayuwata ta narke cikin taka,taka ce” wani abu ne ya dunga tsarga masa,baisan wanne irin so shaheeda ke masa haka ba,kasa magana yayi,sai kawai yasa hannu ya dauketa cak yaci gaba da takawa da ita zuwa sashensu,abinda tafiso daga wajensa kenan fiye da komai,tayi luf a qirjinsa tana murmushi tare da shaqar daddadan qamshin da bata taba jin makamancinsa ako ina ba sai a wajensa.

Mutum ne tsayayye dan gaske,wanda komai zaiyi baya daukarsa da wasa matuqar ya sa kansa,don haka sanda ya fara aikinsa ya bashi muhimmanci qwarai da gaske,abinda ya jawowa shaheeda samun qarancin kulawa,tana jin babu dadi amma ta danne,taci gaba da haquri dashi da kuma dukka abinda zai taso,a yawancin lokuta shi da kansa yasan tana buqatar kulawarsa,amma babu lokaci,hakan ya sanya shima yaqi dauketa daga cikin gidan nasu,saboda zamanta tare dasu anni xai rage mata kewa da zaman kadaici.

A haka shaheeda ta samu cikin twins,a lokacin laulayinta tasamu zama dashi sosai saboda hutun qarshen shekara daya fara yi,ya kuma dan dade.

Wata takwas da sati biyu ta haifa masa kyawawan ‘yan biyu dukkaninsu mata,ikon Allah dayar shi tayo,dayar kuma babanta sakkk,ya kashe kudi bakin iyawarsa,ya kuma gatanta,ta samu gift masu yawa daga gareshi.

Yaran yarane masu shiga rai kamar mahaifinsu,hatta da baban nasu wata iriyar soyayya yake musu ta musamman,a haka yara suka fara wayo,ya kuma koma bakin aikinsa.

Sannu a hankali yara suka fara girma,sunata wayo abinsu,har zuwa sanda sukayi shekara biyu,ya dauki hutu yazo dai dai randa su nadeeya suka hada musu birthday,akayi komai dashi,ya kuma cikasu da gifts ya koma aikinsa.

Kamar dai baya haka ya koma aikinsa ka’in da na’in,a wannan karon shaheeda kanyi qorafi lokaci xuwa lokaci

“Muna buqatarka,muna buqatar kulawarka,ba don ni ba ko don yaran nan” shi a kansa yasan da haka,don haka ya fara tsara musu yadda zasu xama kusa dashi ba tare da ya gaya mata ba,shi kansa yana kewarsu sosai.

MUTUWA rigar kowa

Tunda watan ya kama take masa complain din tana yawan jin ciwon kai,murmushi yakeyi yana tsokanarta,saboda yasan wani lokaci idan tana buqatarsa ko buqatar ganinsa da hakan take fakewa,har sai yabar dukka abinda yakeyi yazo ya gansu.

Wannan karon sai yake basarwa,saboda so yake zuwa qarshen watan yayi musu suprise ya debosu suzo suyi hutu tare dashi.

Sati kusan uku suna a haka,ranar wata alhamis……….

A ranar akwai jirgin da zai tuqa,awa daya saura su tashi sai ga kiran shahidan,tana shaida masa gata a qasar,da fari ya dauka wasa take masa,don last week sunyi hirar taji duka schedules dinsa na satin,amma daya duba number ya tabbatar ta qasar ce sai ya yarda da hakan,mamaki ya cikashi,da alama ta gaji da kewarsa ne ta biyoshi kenan,waya ya dauka yayi musu booking masauki sannan ya kirata yace su biyo cave ta kawosu nan,a marairaice tace

“Yanxu ko sau daya?,ko sau daya ba zaka iya qarasowa na ganka ba kafin ka wuce?” Agogon dake daure a hannunsa ya kalla,lokaci ya qurace sosai,bashi da zabi illa ya bata haquri,cikin karyayyar murya ta amsa masa da

“Shikenan……ga amna” murmushi ne ya wadata a fuskarsa,ya karba wayar sukayi magana sosai da yarinyar,don bakinsu dukka ya bude,abinda ya jawo ma kenan wayar ta katse sanda ‘yar uwarta amra ke shirin karba,yaso suyi magana da ita,don tunda suka fara waya da amnah take cewa ta bata daddy,zata bashi wani labari.

A sannan lokacin fara aiki yayi,ya kalli wayar yanason kira a bashi yarinyar amma ba hali,sai ya yanke bari suje sukai passengers,lallai a ranar zai dawo in sha Allah,cikin ransa ya dinga jin excitement na haduwarsu,ashe samun nasu da bazaiyi ba kenan saidai ya taras da gawar matarsa da kuma gawar diyarsa guda daya amra.

Lamarin yayi matuqar bugarsa da kuma gigitar dashi,don saura kadan ya zauce a sannan,bai taba kawo irin hakan a ransa ba,tun daga wannan lokacin komai ya tabarbare masa,ya tashi daga ja’afar akko ya koma wani mutum na daban,musamman lokacin da yaci karo da diary na shaheeda cikin kayanta,yadda take kewarsa da yawa da tarin qaunar da take masa, movement na yaransa a lokacin da baya kusa dasu.

Sosai depression ya sameshi,ya tattara komai nasa ya ajjiye,ciki harda aikin nasa da yake matuqar so,yace shine sila na faruwar komai,dukka qoqari anyishi kan jaafar don ya koma dai dai,amma inaa abubuwan sai a hankali,sai da aka tsaya da addu’a da roqon Allah sannan aka fara samun sauqi,amma sam ya canza totally,hakanan duk sanda abun ya motsa masa birkicewa yake gaba daya.

Sosai jabir ya taka rawar gani,saboda tsayawa da yayi akan jaafar din,da qyar aka sha kansa ya koma kan harkokinsa,amma piloting dai ya ajjiyeshi,ya zama wani mutum me zafin rai,miskilancinsa ya sake daduwa qwarai da gaske,babu abinda yake burgeshi a rayuwa,ya sake zama wani very careless akan sha’anin kowa,yafi ganewa kadaici,wanda kadaicin kuma illa ne tattare dashi,saboda shike tuna masa da shaheeda.

Wata irin soyayya yakewa diyarsa guda daya data rage wato amnah,wani irin gata yake mata,soyayyar mahaifiyarta da ‘yar uwarta duka sun dawo kanta,amma fir yaqi zaman nigeria duk da babban kamfaninsa anan yake kano gombe da lagos,dole don kada su matsa masa suka barshi,suke ci gaba da binsa da addu’a da kuma fatan Allah ya kawo qarshen komai.